Mushy mushy ME—

I never wanted the stars, never shot for the moon, I like them right where they are… all I wanted is YOU!

 

 

 

Moments of YOU ♡♥♡♥♡

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Baby,

The moment I think of you I go into another world;

a world where you love me so much and I can never be hurt.

The truth is, I don’t know what to say. My mind goes completely blank.

In life I have lost my way, but with you I knew I had found my way…finally.

My heart sank, I can hear the strong voice telling me

“What is it that you do that makes me love you so?”

 

Maybe, loving you isn’t a mistake.

Maybe, I can close my eyes and smile again.

Maybe, in your presence my heart wouldn’t break.

Maybe just maybe I can dream for a while.

 

I have no clue. Sometimes I wonder if you feel the same way.

Do you think of me like I think of you every second of the day?

I wonder if you sometimes silently call out my name?

 

In the beginning I thought it was fake, I didn’t think I could love somebody this much.

I’d never though I’d go this far. Now I can’t stop wondering where you are…

 

The question that keeps pondering my mind.

“Do you care?” “Do you even know?” “Will you always be there?”

If for any reason I cried, would you take the pain away?

If for any reason I tumble and fall, would you lend me a hand and catch me?

Would you hold my hand and tell the world that I am your world??

 

My love for you is way too strong for me to simply forget. Some people might think it is just another game we play, but your love is the one thing I can never regret.

 

Baby, just so you know…with every passing day I find myself falling more and more in love with you!

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Impossible?? NO!

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You’ve changed my life from a blink of the eye
The feeling in this heart of mine I cannot deny
You’ve made each day one I’ll never forget
Everything we go through I will never regret

You are the gold I will treasure till the end
You are my soul mate and my best friend
You’ve done so much for me which I’m thankful for
You will always mean the world to me and so much more

You are my guardian angel sent from Heaven
The best thing in my life – my sexy Stinkybear and only one
You are the meaning to the word love
My heart agrees and so would any dove

You have chased away every single fear
You are my tissue that’ll wipe away any tear
You’ve given me life that I could live worthwhile
Thank you for the laughs and every smile

My days are a dream that has come true
Every day is beautiful all thanks to you
Now I have found what I’ve been looking for
It’s you heart and soul and nothing more

You’ve showed me the world in such short time
But we’ve got the rest of our lives – a whole lifetime
I’ll end this line with something you should already know
I love you so much more than these words show

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I will only love you on the days

that end with “Y”.

<3sick over yOu —

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Though time and distance separate

his energy invades my every sense,

intoxicated, enveloped, consumed

lust and desire impossible to satiate.

Captured images mesmerize the soul

each waking moment finds my heart

aching, longing, pining for him

long absences exacting their toll.

Even sleep brings little respite

dreams become vividly lucid

illusion of his touch pacifies

’till he leaves upon the daylight.

Resigning myself to the hands of fate

I’ve become a lonely prisoner of time

soon his loving smile will fill my eyes

upon that day I shall dutifully wait.

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Once a cat, always a cat…{*_*}

Talk about a cat that always be a cat…being such a baby! **sigh** The moment baby Amani came into the house he sort of scared, probably thinking that baby was a threat to him. And when baby Amani fell asleep, he slept too. Awwww…cute aye?! Acting like he’s some kind of watch dog {in this case, cat!} or something.

Anyhow, I knew he was jealous because I was giving extra attention to the baby. The moment baby went home, he jumped right in front of me and keep insisting to sleep on the duvet I’ve used to place baby Amani earlier.

What did I tell you? Look at his hand and the way he posed. What a baby!! {*_-}

Dream a lil dream of me…lalala!

Blending with imagination,

Loving dreams are made.

Each star shone brightly,

where colours never fade.

Upon the paths of dreams,

I feel love and light shine.

Uplifted on a moonbeam,

As your hands held mine.

The night shared together,

captivating the intimacy.

Guided upon silver trails,

As stars glisten radiantly.

In the pleasure I embrace,

it is where I want to be.

And all I have to do is dream…

As I feel you close to me.

Great night @ parents place ♥

On Sunday morning, the 2nd day of my piercing…my daddy called up saying he is coming over to pick me up. SIGH! NOW…there I was barely awoke and mind was racing thinking of excuses to cover my slurring and lisping. ULCER!! Yesh! I got up and showered as quickly as I can and went down. My dad did not even asked. But my mom did when we were on our way to have seafood for dinner. I gave her my white lie and she kept quiet. Phewww!!!….

I was thinking…“Oh effing shits! How am I not going to eat seafood?! Mommy gonna notice my stud!! Pretend?? Hmmm…” I was practically freaking out. Luckily we had to wait for our table and I had time to think straight. And oh well! I said to myself. “Why waste a good dinner…let’s just dig in!“ And I did!!

An hour after I waited if there were any sign of itchiness or redness. IDK. Probably I was just waiting for my tongue to get even bigger and swollen than it already has? Haha. Disappointed and relieved at the same time— IT DID NOT!

Got home after an extremely heavenly scrumptious meal, mommy decided to make us her favourite Avocado Choc Smoothie. The ripe avocado and milk blended with ice and top with Hershey’s Choc syrup? There is only one word to describe it.

…YUMMY…

KiddieS;

My kiddies, Tupac the one garfield-look-a-like and soon {yesh! very soon} Lunar the calico will be joining!!

Dinner with Family @ our garden!

Nothing special really! Just finally managed to gather all of us @ one table for dinner. Had BBQ chicken drumsticks, spicy chilli fried rice, mustard vinaigrette salad, butter prawns, mash potatoes & butter squash soup.

Mr. Snuggles! –& dead end!

I’m not sure where to start, I don’t know how to begin, I guess I’ll start with I miss you, Cause that’s what I’m feeling within. I miss you like a cloud with no sun in the sky, It has nothing to look up to and so it cries, Crying raindrops fall onto the ground, To just fade to nothing, nowhere to be found. I miss you like a tree with no leave, Nothing to move and drift in the breeze, Leave scattered and sodden, Walked upon, a broke soul down trodden. I miss you like a mouth with no tongue, It cannot speak, all these words left unsung, They just hang in the moment, caught up in the mind, Words left unspoken and all left behind. I miss you like friends all alone, Each missing each other, calling them on the phone, It’s like no ones answering your endless calls, Pleas echoing along deserted halls. I miss you like a lover torn away, From the one she cares for and thinks of each day, When she reaches for his hand, and when she reaches for his kiss, And theres nothing there, only memories of this. I miss you as a lover, I miss you as a friend, I miss your words, Of how we wouldn’t end. I miss you as a tree, And I miss you as a cloud, I miss you with every tears I cry, Each tear shows I’m not proud. I miss you as I fall apart, And I reach out for your touch, And then I remember you’re not there, God I miss you babe, so much. I miss you like a cloud with no sun in the sky!